Other Parts Of Me

Examining my life again I ask why do this to myself 

When the words don't come so easy lost upon a shelf

Hidden even from myself in the library of my mind 

I can deal with it later I've said to many times 

Somehow it was my mantra to escape my precious lies

How the others need my all or I just don't have the time

Is there a way it could have freed me if I only faced it then

It's just not the choice I made and now Ive finally found my when 

To look inside myself renovating recess in my mind

The more I'm willing to clear it out the more of me I find

Parts that sometimes scare me still it makes me feel alive

An interesting adventure dusting places in my mind

A better way for me to be no longer hiding in the void

I guess I'll keep on writing and see just where it leads 

Somehow it seems to help my life embracing other parts of me