Too sad to cry, how to relieve?

zhangyuyouyu

I am so sad

I want to cry it all out 

But I've cried too much recently 

And there are no tears left

Only a couple of miserable tears

 

I wonder if I stab myself

I will cry from the sharping pain 

Or will I be immune to it 

Due to my numerous pain vaccines 

 

I drew red lines on my wrists 

And it tingles 

Like it is telling me to pick up that scissors 

To do it 

To cut myself 

It will feel better 

I will be happier 

 

I've tried seeking help from all around me

But I realised everyone was going through their own pain

How can I be so selfish to add to their burden?

 

I will be a good little girl, I promise. 

I will stay silent. I am strong. I can be independent.

I will get through this myself

And if I don't, you know you can find me lying in the pool of my own blood

  • Author: zhangyuyouyu (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: January 9th, 2023 09:16
  • Category: Unclassified
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  • amepiesces

    lots of love and support dear..remember us humans are not capable of helping each other..how can a beggar feed another one ..silly isnt..?find the happiness the smiles in small details ..look below you will find the reason of your smile ..



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