alone again

Its that time again

not as fast as usually though just seemed to sneak up on me 

I saw it happening but then again i wanted to give my self hope at happiness within myself 

it was to late though the clock was ticking and i was there standing with open wounds 

I wanted answers but i knew them already i just wanted some that didn't involve my feelings acing after 

it was that time again accept this one had a name a birthday and knew my whole story 

the damage was done and the words were so bold it was leaking through my eyes 

it was that time again  i was back a little girl trying protect myself from all the confusion and screams 

i didn't wanna be alone again but if its anything i knew best it was that i was the best at loving but not the best with happy endings 

i needed a drink i needed time to replay itself i just needed to that little girl to tell me why was i alone once again 

my jaws bleed from thinking so deep and biting my cheeks the more my thoughts took over 

it was just over i was all alone again