Never Loved Someone Like I Love You

What to say what to do

I've been lied to so much in the past what real what is true

I question what I'm told due to all my past trauma

So much happening lately and I loathe drama

I'm pretty simple and I don’t really require much

All I need is love and every now and then a physical touch

Just a hug and it's going to be alright

Is the reassurance I need to get me through the night

When I get nothing day after day

My mind races for possible answers and then I'm not okay

Feel like I fucked this up and cant go back

Never tried so hard to fix all that I lack

All I've ever wanted is to find true love in return

All with good intentions but I always manage to crash and burn

He gets further and further away

When I just want him closer what do I do what do I say

I could never ever picture the face

Of the man standing next to me in place

Lately I have been able to in my dreams

My mind going crazy on what it all means

I feel like maybe he doesn’t even know

If I'm worth all the added stress, if he should stay or go

Because of others past abuse and lies

Makes it harder for him cause my brain questions why

Sometimes I find it hard to believe

Because I wear my heart on my sleeve

That anyone truly likes and wants to be with the real me

All I know is this love is strong, in his arms is the only place I want to be

It's so hard not to numb and just fall asleep

Can't even begin to explain how strong this is how deep

I know we are taking this slow

I feel I messed up and he's wondering if he should stay or go

See my mind fills in the answers when I don’t really know

It's hard not to even see him or talk to him live for months so

I'm trying to hold on as tight and hard as I am able to

Because I've never loved someone like How I love you

All the info I've found and what's all being said

Is opposite of what my intuition is saying instead

I would feel a million times better if he would give me a hug real quick

Idk if he realizes that he is what makes my heart tick he's my pick

I tell him but I don’t think he realizes how bad I need I need his arms around me

I really don’t know how else to say it so I hope soon he will see

Babe Idk how else to say this, I've really never felt a feeling quite so deep

Tell me what you require your someone I will do anything to keep

I love you

And I know you feel this magnetic connection too.