Boom!

<span;>Trouble breathing, hard time seein, this anxious feelin is what's got me down kneelin. I never chose to be this way, please, please, just let me be okay. When i was growin up my folks werent poor, but that never stopped depression from throwin me on the floor.

<span;>I just wanna feel ok, some one hold me tight and say it's ok.

<span;>I keep takin these pills, supposed to make me sane, but this fucked up world is messin up my brain. WHY ARE PPL SO DAMN MEAN, i just wanna disappear, don't wanna be seen. Started seeing a therapist, was told id feel better, but they aint helpin me so i think I'll start my goodbye letter.

<span;>I just wanna feel ok, some one hold me and say it's ok.

<span;>Why does it gotta be this way, i no longer give a shit what they say, im stuck in this shitty rut, always a sick feelin in my gut. How much longer i gotta last, ALWAYS FUCKIN CRYING THINKIN ABOUT MY PAST.

<span;>I just wanna feel ok, some one hold me and say it's ok.

<span;>I really don't like it when i gotta go in a crowded place..i just wanna scream, FOR FUCKS SAKE PPL GIVE ME SOME SPACE, i get so tense trying to make new friends, cause what if i get too attatched, then all of a sudden it ends. I have such deep love for my family, and genuinely love my friends, but to many times i ask, does any one really love me.

<span;>I just wanna feel ok, some one hold me and say it's ok.

<span;>Some times i feel like i can't move, so i lay in my bed and cry, and get this shitty feeling, like i just wanna die. Is it ever gonna be ok, will the hurt and pain ever go away, i stay up at night, in my head is a constant fight. I think it's time for me to leave this room, no more am i gonna sit here and cry, now it's time to say good bye...


<span;>Click, click...BOOM!