Nothing really matters
now that I have learned
not to be ever an option
of anybody.
After so long I liked a guy.
A wrong guy
and I know it in my senses,
knowing we don't hold a future
but what do I do?
He makes me smile, blush,
my heart flutter like no one ever did
I like the way he puts his words
together.
Though he says,
he wants to give this a try.
I know he is a fuckboy,
so, I don't want to.
I know I will be wounded further more.
So holding on as friends
which I will let go off soon
because for him it's just my body
Saying 'NO' to dates
'NO' a response to start something new.
Fear of past repeating
or my wounds worsening
How do I tell him?
This is the best was we can live.
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Author:
Cynthia Seven (Pseudonym) (
Offline) - Published: March 28th, 2023 06:12
- Comment from author about the poem: Trust me hurts so much to be people who have bad intentions, you getting manipulated, you got no idea and you fall for such people.... you no more see them the same way!
- Category: Letter
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Comments1
Well said in your comment . i too had the sane expierence some time ago by being myself.
I wish people only acted and said when they really had a crush, liked or loved...
Well, we both learned the hard way without thinking overwuse.
yess it was indeed a hard way
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