Why Would It Be Me?

Once again I am reminded

of how painful love can be

it was a small little seed

that had started to grow in me

Once again I am reminded

of how not special I am

thinking someone might like me back

what a humongous scam

Why would it be me?

out of all the other girls

with their gorgeous eyes, laughs, and smiles

their natural wavy curls

Why would it be me?

I'm so odd and mundane

the other girls are colorful inside

I should stay in my own lane

Although I thought we were friends

he probably doesn't care 

about all the things I tell him

the whys, whats, or wheres

So once again I am reminded

of this very important fact

I am not special enough

for his heart to like me back

So even though it hurts

it's better to let go now

before to let go of it

my heart won't allow