Purgatory

Once again

Or is it the first time

What have I said before

What is new

A lullaby of eternity

Losing all of it´s meaning

Within the blink of an eye

There is an itch

Slowly building up inside of me

Becoming stronger with every day

But not quite enough to crack the shell

Why can I love so deeply

Just to lose it all again

In one mere moment

Just a faint whisper

In the corner of my heart

Is this what it feels like

To be understood

Is this why everything else

Is currently bending and breaking

It does not have a name

How can I want it to be clear

When it´s nothing but a blur

For a while

It´s there with every breath

Just to melt away

Into the cold of my mind

Is this feeling what I hope it to be

Or is it even more?

I can´t wait to find out

My impatience increasing

With every second I spend talking to you