KLONOPINCUSHION

Helpless as it returns again 

Against this sadness I cannot defend 

Looking again skyward for you 

How could anyone think I'd see this through 

If I could rip open a chest cavity 

Echoed remains of a heartbeat's end 

Wake me from the impossible reality 

She's gone home but I still pretend 

Catatonic sleepwalking awakening 

Melancholic neurotic weakening 

Adjust the dosage motto sickening 

Is the coming darkness death quickening?

Time heals all but neglected to schedule me 

Begotten more akin forgotten even by family 

The one remaining who hasn't ascended 

Unconditional love enigmatically suspended 

When I found her she made me whole 

Showed and taught me things unknown 

Rescued me from drowning in a dew mist 

Feared my worries as lions yet were just kittens 

This is a once in a lifetime love 

So why was she ursurped from above 

His actions are not to be questioned only believed 

Is the plan to condemn me forever bereaved?

Under a new moon sleeping alone again 

With Seroquel, Xanax and Klonopin 

Knowing soon she will return tand then 

Wrapped in her wings taken home again......