Train off the tracks

I'm just sitting here looking at the mirror

Asking myself who are you but do I actually care?

Falling asleep at the subway

I definitely lost the way somewhere

Tried to find someone new

But now I'm crying in the hallway

I got lost in the wrong track

And obviously there's no way back

I hear the sound of this world hurting me like whack!

Tearing apart and putting myself back together like glue

My mother believes in me as a wingback

But I find myself angel of attack

My brother has told me to follow the signs

But i just feel like my body needs drugs

I'm sweeming in a doubt pool

Everybody's there but i dont feel anyones existnec not even mine

My level of anxiety is like pulling all over my white dress, red wine

I keep losing myself and its another responsiblity to find her.

I dont want the whole story of my life to feel like a heartbreak

Fighting my emotions and staring at the moon

If life is a hunter i must be the target