WHY AM I STILL ALIVE by Abby Rose Wise

Abby1234


Notice of absence from Abby1234
I won't be on on weekends or in the summer.

All I feel is pain.
I don't know why I am still alive.
All I want to be is alone.
I ask myself a lot of questions.
Why am I still alive?
I hate feeling like I am a disappointment.
Tired of feeling a mistake.
I am especially tired of making people disappointed.
I can't handle life anymore.
Why am I still alive?
I just want to be okay.
I just want to be happy.
Why do I have to feel this way?
Why can't I be gone?
O why am I still alive?
No one needs me.
I certainly don't need them.
I am just a disappointment.
Can't I be perfect like everybody else?
Why am I still alive in this damn world?
I just want to escape.
I want to find peace.
Mabe's death is peaceful.
Maybe nobody will notice that I am gone.
Maybe nobody will miss me if I am Gone.
Why am I such a fucking mistake.
I just want to go and have no pain.
I want to be okay.
Why can't nobody love me?
Why am I so unloved?
Why am I such a disappointment?
All I want is someone to love me.
All I want is not to be a nobody.
I just want to be okay.
Can't I have that?
I just want to have people understand me.
I don't want to be alone.
I don't want to feel like I am a mistake.
I don't want people to feel disappointed in me.
Nobody will understand my pain.
Maybe death is the answer.
I won't be suffering anymore.
I just want help but nobody gives it.
I just want to be loved.
I just want to be somebody.

I don't want to be fat.

I don't want to be bullied.

I just want to go.

My only and only question.
That can never be answered.
Why am I still alive?

  • Author: Abby Rose Wise (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: April 27th, 2023 06:39
  • Comment from author about the poem: I decided to do this because I feel like I don't matter. When I wrote this down, I felt so much better. I guess writing things down help you get over things.
  • Category: Sad
  • Views: 18
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Comments4

  • Ok Waleed

    The power of art

    • Abby1234

      Thank you for reading. I hope yo enjoyed it.

    • NinjaGirl

      This is very beautiful you did a really good job writing it, it is certainly a great way to express your emotions.

      • Abby1234

        Thank you.

      • soloo

        hit close to home. keep it up! you have a lot of potential in poetry

        • Abby1234

          Okay thank you.

        • buzzybee4you

          You are a hero! You give me strength.
          I'm sure you give others too.



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