Reflection

people say your reflection is your best friend

but how is it when my life is a mess

how is it when I discourage myself

I've been told the same lies

"its just part of growing up"

"it will all end soon"

but when will it end

will it end when my life descends?

will it end when I end it

or will it end if I keep moving on with life

people tend to call me dramatic

but maybe because I'm different

such a response 

its the thought that counts though right?

no matter what amount of pain there is

if all is just going to stay the same

there will be no one to blame

so you see your reflection isn't your best friend

your reflection is your reality

yet people tend to live in fiction

I find it hard to live that life

so full of lies

I wish I could leave this endless world

but sadly I have no where else to go

blinded me for what is next

I tore my senses

but sooner than later your mind will catch up with you

sooner than you expect