Early Grave

I woke up with this shit on my mind:

"I heading for an early grave
This I do not crave
But I must be brave 
For I am heading for an early grave"

This darkness and sense of failure and life not letting up, has got a hell of a grip of me,

 

I realize that there are things I must come to terms with;

I am tired of these thoughts and these feelings I'm tired of people I'm tired of life;

"I'm heading for an early grave
This I do not crave
But I must brave
For I am heading for an early grave"

 

I can't keep going like this

No matter what I try

These demons won't let up

I feel like I am going insane

I feel like it's just best if I go away

Tired of this price I pay

 

One day I am going to let go of everything and everyone,

This life wasn't meant for me, I am the definition of a mistake which is a theme of my life,

So if I don't take me out then life will, it's breaking me down

Feels like it's not long til I am not around because 

 

"I'm heading for an early grave
This I do not crave
But I must brave
For I am heading for an early grave"
An early grave
Heading towards the grave
locked in a grave
Cold in a grave
In the grave
A Grave
Grave...Grave...Grave...Grave...
I'm heading for an early grave