Irrational fears, are only irrational to the ones who don't have them.

1. I’m afraid of love

 

2. I’m afraid of abandonment

 

3. 1 & 2 are linked together

 

4. I’m afraid of pain

 

5. I’m afraid of not measuring up

 

6. I’m afraid of judgment

 

7. I’m afraid of the ocean

 

8. I'm afraid of not living but not dying

 

9. I’m afraid of falling down stairs

 

10. I hate my biological mother and father

 

11. I love my biological mother and father

 

12. I think fear is limiting to one's potential

 

13. Now you see my problem...

 

14. I hate anger (oxymoron)

 

15. I'm tired of expectations

 

16. I no longer aspire to my expectations but to everyone else's

 

17. I think I’m too trusting

 

18. Also have pistanthrophobia (fear of trust especially in romantic endeavors)

 

19. I care too much so I try not too at all

 

20.I blame myself for my families pain and hurt b/c of my accident

 

21. I try to be empathetic, and neutral (also oxymoron)

 

22. I fear failure (don’t we all)

 

23. I fear success ( what do I do after that?)

 

24. I fear Drowning (metaphorically and literally)

 

25. I fear burning to death (metaphorically and literally)

 

26.I fear being buried alive (metaphorically and literally)

 

27. I fear rejection

 

28.I fear truth

 

29.I fear lies

 

30.I fear myself

 

31. I hate the dark

 

32.I love the dark

 

33.I fear being seen

 

34.I fear being invisible

 

35.I fear being completely happy it can get taken away very quickly

 

36.I fear loving someone I can lose them

37. I fear finding myself and realizing I hate who I am

 

38.I fear my new found obsession who happens to be a man

 

39.I fear the love I found in this man because it’s so real it scares me

 

40.I fear the fact he is all I find fascinating and he is also no longer in my life due

to external Forces

 

41. I fear that he is the only one that sees the actual inner turmoil I fight everyday

 

42. I fear him seeing me for the Gemini I am

which he has and still chose to love

me

 

43.I fear I’ve fallen for him and he isn’t even there anymore

 

44. I fear him never actually seeing me for me

 

45.I fear him actually seeing me for me

 

46.I fear falling in love like that again

 

47. I fear never falling in love like that again

 

48.I fear my own mind and my own emotions

 

49.I fear the switch I can turn off and with it my love for others

 

50.I fear my own thoughts and making them actions

 

51. I fear my own thoughts and not making them actions

 

52. I fear speaking to him again, and the world having moved faster than me

 

53.I fear him being happy without me, but knowing that I have to be happy

without him

 

54.I fear leaving

 

55.I fear staying

 

56.I fear my own trust

 

57. I fear everyone else's trust