I miss you.

I still wonder what it 

would've been like to kiss you,

to feel skin on skin,

the electricity of touch,

always inching closer.

I wish that I could've experienced 

bliss with you. 

To be happy with you, 

laughing on the sand at the beach,

thinking that nothing 

could ever go wrong.

But all I've ever known is 

to miss you. 

It rains everyday,

my whole life is a downpour,

and I'm drowning in all the water.