Bye Bye By Abby Rose wise

Abby1234


Notice of absence from Abby1234
I won't be on on weekends or in the summer.

If you see me for the last time, I'm sorry.

I can't handle this pain anymore.

It's killing me slowly. 

I don't think I can live like this anymore.

Getting tired of being threatened.

No one knows what happened in school.

 

I am getting too tired.

I am too tired to even think.

I just need to be numbed.

I need to pop in some drugs so I feel nothing.

I need to vape so I can feel better.

 

I hate feeling like this.

I just want to be numbed.

I just want to escape this shitty world.

So many people I can't trust.

Will I ever be okay again?

 

I wonder what I am doing to myself.

I don't really care though.

I feel better when I vape or do drugs.

I do it with my friends.

Some in school, Some out of school.

 

They just make me feel so much better.

Makes me numb to the point that I can't feel anything.

People threaten to kill me at school.

I say have at like I care.

I don't care if I die.

At least I don't have to feel the pain anymore.

So If I don't talk don't worry.

If I don't eat don't worry.

I sleep more than I should.

Well goodbye now.

Hopefully no more pain and no more shame.

BYE BYE. 

 

  • Author: Abby Rose Wise (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: May 11th, 2023 11:33
  • Category: Unclassified
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  • Parisab

    You will continue to write great poetry: if you keep your mind grounded-telling a trusted friend may not be perfect or ideal, but drugs can’t save…not preaching only sending loving care dear poet

  • L. B. Mek

    may fate afford you that grace of a horizon's, mercy
    and may serenity
    visit your mind's cacophonous corridors
    stay strong!
    thank you for choosing to share

  • sorenbarrett

    Let poetry help you vent to others and yourself. You would be suprised at how many others feel the same. Your pain vented may help others as well as you. There is a purpose to everything and the puzzel to life is to find it. Most people don't care but some do. I appreciate your braveness to write this.

  • buzzybee4you

    Keep strong ❤



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