What it feels like to never have been loved.

nabi5

A constant empty feeling

Life is just empty

Something’s missing

The need for something you do not know

You’ve never experienced it

So how can you know that you’re missing it?

It’s weird

You watch videos of people being loved, people being heartbroken, people saying they lost their love

But not once have I seen someone saying that they have never been loved

Not a single time

 

Everyone has lost something

But what if you’ve never had that something

The closest thing I’ve been to feeling loved, is when I was hanging out with my friends

But that was not enough

That wasn’t real love

They all have their own people now

I’m left alone

Back to the same place again

 

I fell in love with the gym

There I see people who are depressed because they lost their love

I’m depressed because I’ve never had it

I’m depressed because I want to feel the feeling of being held by someone

I’m sick and tired of feeling empty

I can’t even cry anymore

I’ve used up all my tears

 

Someone please kill me

I can’t do it myself.

  • Author: nabi (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: May 22nd, 2023 16:31
  • Comment from author about the poem: i wrote this on december 19th 2022. I don't know if it's an actual real poem or not... Sometimes i feel like writing stuff down, just writing how i feel. And for some reason i feel like i have to publish it somewhere. I don't even care if anyone reads it.
  • Category: Love
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Comments3

  • Rohan Regi

    Pursue what brings you joy,
    For being beloved is a gift,
    Yearn for it still
    But never demand it
    Give your heart freely
    And love will find you in return
    So pursue your joy, my friend,
    Let love find you in good time.
    Once in your arms at last,
    Let it go no more.

  • B.E.Poet

    Great poem, i can relate to this

  • David Wakeling

    Love smove...All you need is a kitten or a bunny rabbit.They love you



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