The chapter of love, we wrote

U say I'm not the same anymore

I've indulged myself into a changed rhythm

A changed person that u didn't know off... 

U say I don't maintain my loyal dignity anymore

I don't put on anymore efforts which u expected from me

I don't show the affections anymore which u earlier had seen in me.......... 

Thus, u supposedly ask me if I'm carrying any betrayal, if I'm turning back from my words... 

 

But don't we both know each other too well

Haven't we spend so much of tm to be aware of such basics

Haven't I made myself an open book already, to let u know every details of me, 

Haven't I already made u get all the signs of my side to this chapter, the side that i initiated with trust.... 

And the questions are making that initial tremble on, 

The questions are seeking proofs to gain approval for that trust,,,,, 

Isn't that harsh! Isn't it cruel on someone who always valued that initial, 

To someone who always looked over it to not make it get disbursed.. 

 

But yet I kept my calm, yet I tried achieving that approval, I tried to balance the initial so that the whole chapter don't get imbalanced... I tried and put on the efforts, as it required, without letting u realise, without bargaining with u for the sake of the trembling situation, that might have gone worst.... 

And yet u said I don't put on efforts anymore, and I don't show affections anymore, that I'm not engaged in this chapter anymore.... 

Was it always so hard for u to understand

Was it always so unnoticed to u, the efforts I made, 

Are those tiny things doesn't count as affections anymore 

Which I did, and continued doing.. The deeds to make sure it don't get messed up, it don't get imbalanced any further...... 

Was it always so tough for u to understand, that the love language of mine was always different

And it always meant to be different, from the very beginning..

 I thought u understood that language

And u admitted that for writing this chapter. 

 

The chapter that's widely known as Love, the chapter we termed as Forever... That I guess won't be forever anymore!!!!