Fade

Fade

Everything happens for a reason

Everything changes with the seasons

and I don’t know how else to explain

the tension that increases my pain, but

I won’t be okay

I’ll swim in my pain

I’ll try to stay sane

but I know I’ll fade

-I alone knew what was real 

and now I don’t know how I feel

but one day I’ll be looking back

at all the times I’ve been stabbed in the back- (Chorus)

I don’t think that this was a mistake

and I know for sure nothing will change

the memories that have been left in vain

guess I’m just supposed to feel ashamed

I am not okay

I’ve drown in my pain

haven’t been the same

since I began to fade

I alone knew what was real 

and now I don’t know how I feel

but one day I’ll be looking back

at all the times I’ve been stabbed in the back

Don’t think I’m okay

since I swallow my pain

I’ll never be the same

until I cannot fade

I alone knew what was real 

and now I don’t know how I feel

but one day I’ll be looking back

at all the times I’ve been stabbed in the back