Survivors Guilt

megan

No matter the pain , the letdowns and fear.

Sometimes deep down I wish you were here.

You’re not in heaven , in-fact you’re ten minutes away but the addiction has already taken you far astray.

Unsure whether it’s the thought of you being okay that brings back the pain everyday.

As I know you’re not , however nothing I can do or say will make you stop.

I wish things were different, perhaps the way they were that one day, knowing that day was one of many but the abuse occurred plenty.

Am I silly for wishing you the best , as when I hear you’re not I’m unable to explain the pain in my chest.

I don’t want you back , but I want you safe , even though you were never really that place.

  • Author: megan (Offline Offline)
  • Published: July 27th, 2023 17:51
  • Comment from author about the poem: To my mother .
  • Category: Unclassified
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  • L. B. Mek

    each born into such wildly differing circumstances
    we cross paths on those jungle streets
    we have no clue how much pain we're carrying..
    I can't help but feel for your devastating predicament
    there's a book called 'a child called it'
    and I remember being broken
    for days from just reading his story
    i can't even imagine
    what it must be like to be fated with such parental neglect
    at the outset of your life..
    I laud your bravery, stay strong!
    thank you for choosing to share

    • megan

      thank you !!



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