The Breaking of Us

PoeticBiscuit

You are enough.

Always were enough,

Still are enough,

More…

I- wasn’t.

 

My heart rested,

On shaky foundations,

I counted on you-

To hold me together,

My glue.

 

When you stepped away,

I crumbled, spiraling down,

A void left within me-

So I attempted to fill it,

With anything else.

 

Mistakes.

Alcohol.

Bad decisions.

Nothing filled the hole.

You can’t fit a puzzle piece,

That wasn’t meant to be there.

 

You are partial to blame,

But majority falls on-

My selfish insecurities,

How could I love you,

When I could not love myself?

 

I traveled to rock bottom,

First class ticket,

With a one way stop,

that blade against my wrist,

But I had a layover.

I canceled my flight.


I’m rebuilding now.

My heart and mind,

Undergoing renovations-

Building a foundation,

Worthy of holding your heart.

  • Author: PoeticBiscuit (Offline Offline)
  • Published: August 11th, 2023 14:16
  • Comment from author about the poem: My fiancé left me earlier this year which is where my new writes stem from, so apologies in advance for the more dreary posts. Writing is my therapy :)
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  • Bobby O

    Undergoing renovations. Make sure you go it first for yourself ?

    • PoeticBiscuit

      That’s the plan. Build myself into someone I’m able to love. Everything else falls into place after that.

      • Bobby O

        Perfect. I invite you to read how badly I handled something similar ?
        https://mypoeticside.com/show-poem-170159

      • Kinsey Peterson

        Well I will say that you're likely a very wonderful person and I hope you learn to love yourself.



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