WAKE UP EARLY

I am not a morning person

Making breakfast at 5 a.m

Taking a bath an hour before leaving

Smiling at myself in mirror

Beside

I wake up early

Staring at my roof

Realize its still 2 a.m

My eyes still wet

Thinking that its swollen

My throat feel so dry

I need water but let it getting drier

I forgot how many times i looking for best position

Just for wake up in midnight

In that half empty room

My mind struggling

Finding calmness

My color lamp not helping

It command me to stay awake

Who says

I never prayed before sleep

My parent always say to not forget

Sometimes I got beautiful dream

But wake up in this hour maybe just schedule

Like others wake for jogging

I wake up early for overthink