A Fallen Leaf

Left like the dust on a window sill

left like the ashes of a dead body

left like love’s first kiss upon the lips

for I fear so much loneliness that will be felt 

for I fear isolation like as if i’’m living on mars

for I fear the pain I will endure

My screams will be heard in the howling winds

My sorrow will drown me from my tears

My blood will be splattered like a murder scene

I can’t go on any longer living like this

I am blown around through the air effortlessly like a leaf

A leaf that has fallen 

And never be able to return to the top

The top is no longer my place 

Here U lie on the ground with ashes

Broken down from kisses of love

Loneliness and Isolation has buried me like dirt of a dead body

I am dust and nothing more 

The only thing that lives beyond me is my pain

My dear sweet pain

For I am a fallen leaf 

blowing effortlessly 

in the winds of my screams