The Beauty of Feeling Everything

Maybe 

I am scared of having everything

Because what if 

I wont feel a thing

Being perfect was all that mattered to me

And while it has kept me from hurting

It is true that it keeps me from feeling

And thats exactly what comes with being

Because what if along the way

I will lose people that carried me this way

I wanna have somthing left

A sweet memory that carries me through the rest

A memory created by actions and feelings

So why being scared of having everything

When feeling all that comes with it

Is exactly what I want to remember for the ending