Dear Jim, Dear James

Dear Jim,

Jim I don’t quite know how to feel about you.

Jim I’m so angry at you,

I’m so angry that somehow I’m equally as sad.

I know it isn’t what you would want me to feel.

You want me to see that you’re alright,

that you’re ok.

But it’s hard. 

Jim, I want you here.

Jim, I really, really need you here.

Jim, you should know that it’s rude to just leave.

No goodbyes,

not even a slight warning.

All your life Jim,

You cared for others.

But now it feels like I’ve been left behind.

But amidst all this,

James, I want to thank you.

You saw me before, but now I feel you are with me.

James, you are my biggest supporter,

forever and always.

James I guess it brings me peace that you still can see me.

So just maybe I can hope, that you are proud of me.

So Dear Jim, Dear James, Dear Grandpa.