It hurts
When you have the most supportive parents, yet you feel hollow from the inside
It hurts when you're tired beyond hell, yet can't find sleep at night.
It bloody hurts when you know you aren't giving your best ,
but no matter what you do, nothing works out for you
It hurts when you realise you miss those damn people and days,
you wished to eagerly say goodbye a year ago
It hurts when you realise, your want of moving on was the very reason that made you frozen in your past
It hurts when you realise, it's only your life that's backpedalling when everyone else is moving forward
Everything hurts, when you see everyone smiling on polaroids and gossiping about happy lives
When your life is full of gray canvases and glassy eyes..
It hurts when you realise the Granger within you is dead now
And what remains beyond is the desolated, ruined and lost version of Draco Mafoy.
It hurts when you finally realise that all your life, you worked hard to be ahead of the curve, yet the curve turned to a sphere.
And you're just spinning on that infinite sphere , like a lonely satellite, not really knowing what to do with yourself or life!
It just bloody fucking hurts!
---primrose
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primrose (
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- Comment from author about the poem: Just wrote about the feelings I felt for a really long time. If anyone feels the same as me, I hope you find some dosage of happiness soon.......
- Category: Sad
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I can fully relate to how you feel. Somehow it never seems to get any better. But even when everything seems dark, there are moments of light. I try to capture those moments in pictures or objects or writing so I can look back at them when I'm at my lowest - reminders that there's always something to live for. They say it gets better, and while I haven't really noticed it yet, some things do get easier and with practice you get better at spotting the glimpses of light that are at the end of the tunnel. No matter how far away it might be, they're there. Keep going
I totally agree with you. There are these long patches of darkness where no matter what you do things never work out your way. Some say, things get better, but atleast for me, I didn't ever see a multitude of changes. That lingering feeling of void and emptiness stays and I think one day we all get accustomed to it and move on with it, and start recognising the goodness hideen inside those bad phases. That's life I guess!
But thanks a lot for reading my word and commenting your thoughts. Felt nice to hear that there are more PPL feeling the same as me.
Have a great day
Powerful and poignant. Great write. I think we have all been there. Sometimes all you can do is hang on.
Thank you so much for commenting. Felt really good knowing that I am not alone in this feeling.
And yeah agreed with you on the fact that we need to hang in there no matter what
Have a great day
If you feel tired, pain and can name the things that aren't going well it proves how alive you are! Nice words..
Thank you.💜💜💜
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