IT HURTS

primrose

It hurts

When you have the most supportive parents, yet you feel hollow from the inside

 

It hurts when you're tired beyond hell, yet can't find sleep at night.

 

It bloody hurts when you know you aren't giving your best ,

but no matter what you do, nothing works out for you

 

It hurts when you realise you miss those damn people and days,

you wished to eagerly say goodbye a year ago

 

It hurts when you realise, your want of moving on was the very reason that made you frozen in your past

 

It hurts when you realise, it's only your life that's backpedalling when everyone else is moving forward

 

Everything hurts, when you see everyone smiling on polaroids and gossiping about happy lives 

When your life is full of gray canvases and glassy eyes..

 

It hurts when you realise the Granger within you is dead now

And what remains beyond is the desolated, ruined and lost version of  Draco Mafoy.

 

It hurts when you  finally realise that all your life, you worked hard  to be ahead of the curve, yet the curve turned to a sphere.

 

And you're just spinning on that infinite sphere , like a lonely satellite, not really  knowing what to do with yourself or life!

It just bloody fucking hurts!

 

---primrose

  • Author: primrose (Offline Offline)
  • Published: October 28th, 2023 15:34
  • Comment from author about the poem: Just wrote about the feelings I felt for a really long time. If anyone feels the same as me, I hope you find some dosage of happiness soon.......
  • Category: Sad
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  • Miss_Dreamer

    I can fully relate to how you feel. Somehow it never seems to get any better. But even when everything seems dark, there are moments of light. I try to capture those moments in pictures or objects or writing so I can look back at them when I'm at my lowest - reminders that there's always something to live for. They say it gets better, and while I haven't really noticed it yet, some things do get easier and with practice you get better at spotting the glimpses of light that are at the end of the tunnel. No matter how far away it might be, they're there. Keep going

    • primrose

      I totally agree with you. There are these long patches of darkness where no matter what you do things never work out your way. Some say, things get better, but atleast for me, I didn't ever see a multitude of changes. That lingering feeling of void and emptiness stays and I think one day we all get accustomed to it and move on with it, and start recognising the goodness hideen inside those bad phases. That's life I guess!

      But thanks a lot for reading my word and commenting your thoughts. Felt nice to hear that there are more PPL feeling the same as me.
      Have a great day

    • Thomas W Case

      Powerful and poignant. Great write. I think we have all been there. Sometimes all you can do is hang on.

      • primrose

        Thank you so much for commenting. Felt really good knowing that I am not alone in this feeling.
        And yeah agreed with you on the fact that we need to hang in there no matter what
        Have a great day

      • rhmn_7

        If you feel tired, pain and can name the things that aren't going well it proves how alive you are! Nice words..

        • primrose

          Thank you.💜💜💜



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