Thoughts

I feel the urge to reach for the scissors again

How long has it been?

As I do it again

I am reminded of how much of a failure I am

I just can't seem to do anything right

Or be strong enough to resist

At least it has been a month...right?

But I no longer feel the relief of doing it

Why has the only thing that gives me relief been taken away?

I wonder what has changed and what this will mean...