That girl

Im that lonely girl who drinks and smokes alot of pot , 

I am feeling insecure and no one's there to guide my spot , 

I'm that type of girl who cries when noone else can see me,

I hide myself away but long for someone else to free me ,

Im that type of girl who cuts and cuts till cuttings sore ,

 I have scars all up my body and there's barely room for more , 

I like to see my blood and love the pain that i subdue

I guess i have no guidance when ive always been abused ,

I've never had a mum and then my dad don't really care ,

I feel like I'm not loved 

I bite my nails and rip my hair ,

I am pinching at my skin until my skin is red or blue ,

I am feeling really black and I am hurt and im confused ,

I really want a hug but there is no one i can see ,

I really want to die to set my pain and anger free .