FEELINGS I CAN'T HIDE

I'm feeling really down about myself.

I don't know why I keep doing this to myself.

It's been almost two years, but I still cry over this one guy.

He's the one I can't stop thinking about, and it's taking over my thoughts.

Sometimes, I try to convince myself that I've moved on.

But as soon as I see his face, all those feelings rush back,

and I fall in love with him all over again.

When I hear his voice,

it's like a wave of emotions rushing through me.

He knows how to make me laugh,

and the way he says things is just the way I like.

After talking to him,

it's like everyone else disappears.

He's the only person I care about,

the one who can change my mood and make me smile for real.

I know I'm not supposed to say this out loud,

but I need to take the risk and say it.

I love you. I love you more than you can imagine.

I would take any risk just to be with you.

I dream of spending my whole life with you,

waking up next to you, and hearing your sweet voice in the morning.

I wouldn't mind being the one you call 'love.'

But the truth is, I won't get that chance.

He's getting married in the coming weeks.