Life moves forward; yet, I still remain in the past
Trying to pull myself together, but I keep collapsing to my knees
I continue living in misery
How I wake up every morning still to abide unsolved
Demons ingrained in my head won't fade away
Divulging to me I would never see the light of day
I strive to stay brave & strong for the ones that mean the most
But they see me as intrusive
I strive to live the life I want & deserve, but cannot succeed
Society has me tantalized in its clutch
I try to break free from the manacles of negative thoughts
It's a hard that can never be achieved
I do not have a mind of my own
I have become a serf,to societies throne
Ruminating too much about the "what ifs"
Without looking to see I'm at the brink of the abyss
I don't know who I am anymore
I sense I'm a complete stranger to myself
They say time heals all things
If time heals, then why do I keep stressing -
And cannot heal myself?
I continue trying to prove to society that I'm not a mistake
Like a vehicle without brakes
My heart shudders with fear & agony
Fear of disaffirmation & susceptibility
In this world I somehow find my way, a passage I will bid welcome
With strength I'll cast ahead, my dreams I will never jettison
Although the skies grow darker & wind roar loud, I will sail through
For in my heart, I hold the truth, I am not a mistake
- Author: Cassie Hays (Pseudonym) ( Offline)
- Published: November 26th, 2023 17:12
- Category: Unclassified
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Comments1
I am just amazed I saw something that reminded me of me like "'Life moves forward; yet, I still remain in the past. Trying to pull myself together, but I keep collapsing to my knees .I continue living in misery' and
I don't know who I am anymore.I sense I'm a complete stranger to myself.They say time heals all things. If time heals, then why do I keep stressing -And cannot heal myself?"
I really love this poem though ma'm.
Thank you for reading and the kind words.
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