A numb heart.

Not my weather, not my autumn,

Rainy days and rainy heart.

I have reached my soul's bottom,

From this moment - end or start.

How to choose and how to fathom

The existence of a twin flame

We will never be together

And there is no-one to blame.

I didn't seek for you in silence, 

you've entered a life like a thunderstorm.

To love so much is pure violence,

To stay in this is utter scorn.

You've crossed my path, altered direction

Of my whole life,

From blank to a blast.

I've never felt such strong affection,

It's outweighed all my past.

There's nothing left,

Just damaged ruins.

It was my heart, you held in hands.

I got it back with your refusal,

It doesn't beat , and I don't bend.

It doesn't live, it's numb and bleeding 

Hidden from world , ready to freeze..

Beneath my skin , no longer pleasing..

There's nothing left to love you with.