Mourning

This volunteer job has me screaming

Through the winds and shadow

I mourn so many days

And no one knows how I'm feeling

Lying in this bed

And wishing death upon me,

Sometimes I wish there was daisies in the air

So I would be happy again;

These old people get on my nerves

For they think they're better than me

And they wear their ugly sweaters

And pretend that they are happy

When they're really not

I can't do this anymore

This solar system is out of whack

And I can't stare at the sun...

Oh how rude am I

To ball in my misery

When everything in my life

Is falling apart?

I hate that place next to the library

Because it is extremely toxic...

I want to hold on to my youth forever

Yet I am eternally dumb

Somebody throw me in a pool

And watch me drown,

Oh please watch me drown...

I'll pay you a million dollars

If you promise

You won't tell anyone

That you watched my demise

And hey, it's only a swimming pool,

Who cares?

For I am defying gravity at this old age

For no one cares how I look

Though I can probably break a mirror...a

mirror's heart

Oh I don't know what to tell you

Except...

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