Someone shut off my heart

Someone, shut off my heart for a while,

For a couple of hours at least

To not remember him, his eyes and smile,

And not see unfulfilled dreams.

So that I don’t seach for him in each look,

In each window ,

In daylight , at night....

Please, disable my heart ,

That he took

When I bumped into his soul’s light.

Let this love take a break ,cause I’m drained,

I am jealouse of him and distraught.

Nothing tastes, nothing can’t be explained ,

Even honey's perceived like a salt.

How I dared to say this to him?It’s not me –

It’s volcano that's brewed in my soul .

All my nature strives to disagree

On the fact he has gained a chief role.

Save me from this invisible trap,

And turn on my heart back,  not for him.

I don’t want be unwhole, like a scrap,

I start hating myself feeling dim.

I would like to pour hopes into a glass,

To be grateful for knowing this sense,

Yet I feel only mist between us,

Only emptiness and а fat chance…