My future bf poem

Dear future bf there is some things u don't know but I will tell u today I luv u alot ever since u came into my life u bringed back my smile, my laughter, my happy emotions  but there is some thing that I can't cure, I can't cure my self insecurities, I can't cure my depression and i cant cure my suicide thought sometimes I feel lonely even when I have u and even tho u have always told me that I'm beautiful or pretty or sexy my mind can't believe that it won't let me and if I ever say to never text me ignore it cuz sometimes my depression gets to me and I start saying dumb things and if u ever think i am a perfect person ur wrong cuz in this world no one is perfect I luv u more then my soul