Nobody knows


Notice of absence from Lil
If I don't respond in a few minutes I am probably at School, sleeping, with family/ friends, or forgot to bring my device.

Its cold its dark

Nothing else seems to....

To be right I like one boy

But I like two

I don't know what to do

On the outside I look perfectly fine

I'm not I'm scared, tired, lonely, angry

And every one thinks I'm the pretty picture perfect girl

But deep down I'm a mess

I always have a fake smile on so nobody would notice

So would they if I disappear I ask myself

No they wont because they don't know

How I feel they don't know the pain

I've hid all these years all the hurt, anger, sadness

 All the betrayal, I've had when the people that notice it once or twice

Would be like "Whats wrong with you" And that would piss me off even more

Nobody knows how I feel I'm lost from my past.

I HATE my biological parents from all the shit they wouldn't do

My little angry self is because of them. 

And only them.




  • Author: Lil-M-M (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: January 26th, 2024 06:40
  • Category: Sad
  • Views: 18
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  • Lorenz

    You must tame your inner anger it will become a weapon !

    • Lil

      Thank I've done a great job these years with therapy and all, but I just ask myself " how do I feel" and this is what came out.

    • Johny

      Lily please answer me. I know you hate me . I know I did some bad things I shouldn't have said those things about you. And I want to be friends again. Lets act like this never happened and go back to how we were before. I know you and Alijah are happy together, but please...

      • Lil

        First of all yes I hate you and you did some bad things/ say bad things about me. I cant forgive you for that.Second of all no we can't be friends until I forgive you. Third. It did happen we can't act like it didn't. Sorry to say this but goodbye john.

        • Lil

          first of all you called me a whore, bitch, slut and all that other shit you called me and even though I'm with Alijah and even though your Jealous doesn't mean you can be a bitch about it. And just because i liked Dominic doesn't mean you can use it against me. Go back to poor sappy romance flick com. And find another girl that actually likes you. oops I forgot no girl likes you.

          • Sam.C

            Honestly Jonny you can go screw yourself. From what I've read you're a complete ass.

            Lil- Go off queen! You're amazing and I love your poetry. Happy Valentine's Day.

            • Lil

              Omg thanks, but I dont know if he´ĺl ever be back on after that. BUT SLAYYYYYYY

              • Lil

                WHy dont you all you do is use the sap story of ohh hhhh hhh im poor well rude awakening. YOUR RICH AS F**k SO leave me alone or it wont turn out pretty. OK! Or shall I say it slower. Wait sorry am I talking to a girl cuz you fucking come backs are so damn weak. Mess with me and you´ll never see strait for a week(or more so I´ll kick your damn A$$ out that door) DO YOU UNDRSTAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

                • Lil

                  GOD DAMN WHAT DOES IT TAKE FOR YOU TO LEAVE ME ALONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

                  • Johny

                    that so bye

                    • Lil

                      Are you actually John. IF SO YOU CHANGE YOUR DAMN PROFILE!!!! Wait did you make em nasty comments on my poems.

                      • Johny

                        no i didn't lets just say it someone you know

                        • Lil

                          TELL ME NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOUR NAME KINDA GIVES IT AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

                          • Johny

                            im the real johnny now not the fake

                            • Lil

                              AND ANSWERRRR

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