If I don't respond in a few minutes I am probably at School, sleeping, with family/ friends, or forgot to bring my device. Or grounded.
Its cold its dark
Nothing else seems to....
To be right I like one boy
But I like two
I don't know what to do
On the outside I look perfectly fine
I'm not I'm scared, tired, lonely, angry
And every one thinks I'm the pretty picture perfect girl
But deep down I'm a mess
I always have a fake smile on so nobody would notice
So would they if I disappear I ask myself
No they wont because they don't know
How I feel they don't know the pain
I've hid all these years all the hurt, anger, sadness
All the betrayal, I've had when the people that notice it once or twice
Would be like "Whats wrong with you" And that would piss me off even more
Nobody knows how I feel I'm lost from my past.
I HATE my biological parents from all the shit they wouldn't do
My little angry self is because of them.
And only them.
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Author:
Lil-M-M (Pseudonym) (
Offline) - Published: January 26th, 2024 06:40
- Category: Sad
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Comments2
You must tame your inner anger it will become a weapon !
Thank I've done a great job these years with therapy and all, but I just ask myself " how do I feel" and this is what came out.
Lily please answer me. I know you hate me . I know I did some bad things I shouldn't have said those things about you. And I want to be friends again. Lets act like this never happened and go back to how we were before. I know you and Alijah are happy together, but please...
First of all yes I hate you and you did some bad things/ say bad things about me. I cant forgive you for that.Second of all no we can't be friends until I forgive you. Third. It did happen we can't act like it didn't. Sorry to say this but goodbye john.
first of all you called me a whore, bitch, slut and all that other shit you called me and even though I'm with Alijah and even though your Jealous doesn't mean you can be a bitch about it. And just because i liked Dominic doesn't mean you can use it against me. Go back to poor sappy romance flick com. And find another girl that actually likes you. oops I forgot no girl likes you.
Honestly Jonny you can go screw yourself. From what I've read you're a complete ass.
Lil- Go off queen! You're amazing and I love your poetry. Happy Valentine's Day.
Omg thanks, but I dont know if he´ĺl ever be back on after that. BUT SLAYYYYYYY
WHy dont you all you do is use the sap story of ohh hhhh hhh im poor well rude awakening. YOUR RICH AS F**k SO leave me alone or it wont turn out pretty. OK! Or shall I say it slower. Wait sorry am I talking to a girl cuz you fucking come backs are so damn weak. Mess with me and you´ll never see strait for a week(or more so I´ll kick your damn A$$ out that door) DO YOU UNDRSTAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GOD DAMN WHAT DOES IT TAKE FOR YOU TO LEAVE ME ALONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that so bye
Are you actually John. IF SO YOU CHANGE YOUR DAMN PROFILE!!!! Wait did you make em nasty comments on my poems.
no i didn't lets just say it someone you know
TELL ME NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOUR NAME KINDA GIVES IT AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
im the real johnny now not the fake
AND ANSWERRRR
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