Meds seem to curb my ability
To write and do things I dream of
I wish I had less anxiety
I could do more of what I love
Percolating inside is the fear
that I've come to know so well
Even though it comes at a cost
Anxiety is my personal hell
Fear prevents me from plane rides,
Makes me hesitant to drive
Sometimes I wonder if I'm
the most anxious person alive
Anything imaginable sends me over the edge
Is it possible I'll ever be free?
Life can be overwhelming but
I'm trying to be a better me
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Author:
Christina (Pseudonym) (
Offline) - Published: February 4th, 2024 13:44
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Regular meditation practice is a powerful weapon against inner demons !
I've been reading books about anxiety and they all recommend meditation. Thank you for your kind feedback!--Christina
I suppose we can get through life without plane rides or driving. But I see that's not the only things we may be anxious about.
An anxious 'game' to play is 'What if....?' and imagining the worst for future things.
Yeah and the being anxious about being anxious, doesn''t make much sense but it happens. Thanks for your kind reply!---Christina
A fun ditty - I got anxious about 'being anxious about being anxious'. Then I forgot what I was anxious about. Or I got so confused, I gave up being anxious. Doh!! heehee.
You can do it - we can do it - take steps of courage, confidence, etc.
Thank you Orchi---I drove today and it was nice because the sun was out. That never happens..lol
I was gloomy with myself. lol. Teh sun was out. I said: 'Don't worry, it'll rain tomorrow! lol.
Look who found her pen
You turned a difficult subject into a great rhyming read
As for being a better you
8 doubt that is possible
Keep them coming Christina
I will try to write more! Thank you for your encouraging words! My anxiety is getting better...
My sister has anxieties too. I know how difficult it can be. But you have poetry, and you have us. Keep that quill wet. 😉👍
Thank you so much for your encouragement, AP!!
I am sure you will become a better you as we all try to get better ourselves.
Andy
Thanks for your very positive feedback, Andy!
Brave self revelation in this piece. The bright side of anxiety is it is fuel for the fire and if used properly may serve you well in writing, as in this poem. If not channeled it can explode causing all kinds of damage. This poem flowed so well and was easy to read with good meter and rhyme and ended on a hopeful note.
Yes I think I am faring better since I wrote this poem. Your insight is of great help and your feedback is so appreciated!
Very relatable. Excellent write.
Thanks for replying to my poem, I appreciate the kind words!!
I am so sorry to learn about this Christina .. anxiety in any of its many forms can be a seriously debilitating thing and so many people have very little understanding .. Yes, medication can help, but there are other just as effective interventions .. I wonder whether you have asked your general physician for a referral to someone who has the necessary skills and interest in the subject ..
I am so glad you posted this .. I am just sorry I didn't pick up on it sooner ..
Good luck my friend .. Neville 💜
Well I've gotten a bit better since writing that, certainly before posting the poem. I'll talk to you about this....So glad you had great feedback to give!! Thanks!!--Christina
The anxiety is real, no matter how much you don't want it to be there. It's easy to lose sight of everything else that matters in your life. I've been there, and it's one day at a time. For me it's long morning walks, talking to myself about the problem, having time to think through the difficulty, and begin to find a reason for why I feel the way I do. There is no right or wrong way, it has to be your way, who knows you better than yourself. Take care dear friend, I wish you the very best!!
Bella, I really appreciate you reaching out to me and for your feedback! I've been spending my days reading books on anxiety and depression, I think that's helped some. You are right, one day at a time...thank you friend!
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