Her

This whole time I wanted to blame her, but I realized that is something that I would never do,

Because the only person who is to blame in this mess is you.

You went behind my back, and I know you did the same thing to her,

And I realized that no matter what happens, things will never go back to how they once were.

Because I saw the true you, and your real colors came out,

And it made me realize everything that once gave me doubts.

That you were a good person deep down inside,

But everything came out, because there is only so much that you can hide.

And I wanted to believe that I was better than she was and that she was the one to blame,

But I realized that we are both victims in your games.

The only difference is, I was able to walk away,

But unfortunately, she has to suffer through it for another day.

One day the truth will come out and she will see who you really are,

And hopefully this happens before you leave her with too many scars.

Because she is a beautiful girl, and she does deserve better,

And you should probably treat her right before somebody else comes to get her.

Part of me wants to warn her, but I know how that will play out in the end,

Because the narcissist in you will just think that I am trying to make amends.

And make things bad between the two of you, so things can happen between you and I,

But I am over that, and I am so happy that I was strong enough to say goodbye.

Because I fell apart for years, and it had everything to do with you,

And all of the lies and the bullshit that you spread me, and all of the shitty things that you would 

do.

But I am not strong enough to let you go,

And there are so many things that I wish I could tell her, but she probably already knows.

That she is amazing and she can do so much better than you,

And that a real man will never put her through all of the things that you put her through.

One day she will come to the realization and realize that you are just a kid,

And she will proudly walk away, just like I did.

Until then, I wish you two nothing but the best,

Because you failed the quiz, and it is obvious that you are going to fail the test.