Office

Transformation

I am a Home maker

I do all home chores

I hate doing that

Most of the time I work 

Home work without hesitation

Because even though I hate

I enjoyed doing it at one point

Days rolled away 

Months rolled up

Years flew like a wind

At certain stage I started hating myself

l was blank inside out

All my guts swayed away

My confidents are all washed away

My positivity folded somewhere

Couldn't concentrate on anything

But still I performed my duties properly

Experience changed me as a home maker

I started talking philosophy to everyone

Become idle all the time

At a point I started thinking worthless

Lost the meaning of life

The "Me" is gone 

I have never told anyone that .

Home maker is bad or boring or dull

I created my own garden 

I developed my hobbies

I learned the Art of Cooking

Started painting with trash

Its been ten plus years being a home making job

In the mean time we got a "Laptop" 

For my children studies

I started play with that searching

What can I do

Where I lost myself

Where can I get a Job

What can I do without experience

Started preparing my Curriculum Vite

When I started typing I really forgot 

How to prepare, oh I need help

Ringed up to my friend

Told her how I become 

She gave me lot of positive boosting

I raised up with the decision 

I am gonna do it

Prepared a proper Curriculum

Send it to her

She recommended a place to work

I joined in two days

it is a nice place 

Started from the scratch 

I am the third staff in the company

I overwhelmed with joy that we are the starters 

Slowly we gained few more 

I am satisfied with the tiny teeny office 

I come daily without fail

I am sacrificing lot of things at home

Yet I like to work

 I come with different colors

With different cuisins

Mingled with the colleagues I work with

I learned how much I am blessed

Hearing their background and their Histories

Oh I am ok with what I have

I have put lot of mental struggles to come this point

And I really Win in the Struggle 

Slowly learning the "Art of Balancing"

I transformed into a different Person

 

 

 

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