If I don't respond in a few minutes I am probably at School, sleeping, with family/ friends, or forgot to bring my device. Or grounded.
I sit in my room all alone
Wondering why
Why I feel the way I do
IF I look sad why don´t I feel it
IF I feel mad why don't I look like it
I feel sad, but look mad
I look emotionless every day all day
But I have all sorts of emotions running through me
So If I show it will they know it??
People say I 'm cold , tell me I have no emotions
They say their scared of me
I don't blame them
I can be scared of myself too
I lay awake in bed crying
crying till I can´t
I walk home pissed
Pissed at the world
Every time I see people with their parents
I'm jealous cuz they have something I don't
I push it back
Till I can't
I go outside and take a run
I run to a tree
I sit there to read
If I leave what would happen
If I become a happier person
What would happen
So IF I disappear who will notice
Who will care
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Author:
Lil-M-M (Pseudonym) (
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- Comment from author about the poem: I was having questions about myself.
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Comments3
So many what ifs. Good to talk it through in your own mind. Teenage years can be problematic especially for those without a support network. Good to read you again Lil.
Thank you Cassie. You really inspire me.
That!s kind of you to say. Writing can be a wonderful therapy as well as an amazing outlet for expression. Keep at it Lil.
You too Cassie. 🙂
In my case not many would.. lovely words!
Not many would. True very true. 🙂
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