I don't know what to do, my feelings are so confusing
I know this guy, I think I like him, but his feelings are alluding
I don't want to make a move, risk messing up our dynamic
But if I don't try, I'll never truly know, it's making me panic
He's playful and flirty, always making me laugh
I can't help but hope, that there's something more than just a chaff
He's funny and kind, makes me feel like home
A feeling so rare, in a world that's often cold as chrome
He comforts me when I'm down, I respect him deeply
Even though we banter heatedly, our insults witty and steely
I could kick him to the moon, at least that's what I say
But deep down inside, he makes me swoon in every way
Like the lead actress in a summer play, I feel like a star
But unsure of when this performance will finish, leaving me not knowing who we are
Neither of us are getting any younger, time is ticking away
I feel like maybe I should step forward, but fear of falling back into dismay
I don't want to lose myself in something that might not last
To be doomed by feelings that could be one-sided and fast
But there's a possibility that there's something real here
I have no answers to accept, just confusion and fear
Should I take the risk, reveal my true feelings?
Or keep them hidden, avoid any dealings
I'm torn between longing for something more
And the fear of rejection, closing every door
What if he doesn't feel the same way?
What if my heart leads me astray?
But the thought of never trying, never knowing
Leaves me feeling trapped, my emotions constantly growing
So I'll take a chance, step into the unknown
Risking it all, in hopes that love will be shown
I'll lay my heart on the line, letting my feelings flow
Because the possibility of something real with him, is a feeling I can't let go
And if it's meant to be, if he feels the same
Then we'll navigate this journey, together in the same lane
But if not, I'll hold onto the memories we shared
Knowing that I took a chance, and showed that I cared
For now, I'll embrace the uncertainty and wait
For him to reveal his heart, his feelings, his fate
But regardless of the outcome, I'll cherish what we had
For he made me feel alive, in a way I never thought I could have
So let the performance continue, the summer play unfold
Because in the end, our love story will be told
And even if it doesn't last, I'll always be grateful
For the moments we shared, the love that was faithful
I don't know what the future holds, but I'll take a chance
Because the thought of never knowing, never taking that stance
Is a fate worse than heartache, worse than regret
I'll follow my heart, and hope for a love that's set
In the stars above, in the moments we share
For love is worth the risk, worth the despair
And even if it doesn't work out in the end
I'll know that I took a chance, for a love that could transcend
So here's to the unknown, to the feelings so confusing
To the hope of a love that's truly worth pursuing
I'll take that leap, step into the unknown
Because in the end, love is all that's shown.
- Author: Santajah Douglass (Pseudonym) ( Offline)
- Published: February 26th, 2024 03:12
- Category: Love
- Views: 2
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