Desend Into Hell

I woke up

Thinking I was ok

But then last night

Came flooding back

 

The yelling and crying

Slammed doors and open wounds

Monsters auctioning love

To angels starving for comfort 

 

Envoking the name of God

To excuse the torture

Using ungiven authority

And relishing in the power

 

So crawling to the sky

I knocked on heaven's door

Waiting for years

But there was no sign that I was heard

 

If God is on the monster's side

And they are truly saved

Then I shall descend to hell

In flames of rebellion 

 

Dancing in the ashes

Of a message of hope

Because nothing was done

When we needed love the most

 

So down I fell

To my paradise in flames

Where I can laugh with no restraint

And no one claims to care

 

At least the liars know who they are

The murderers and addicts too

Nothing evil disguised as good

That is what I respect

 

There is beauty in the pain

For we all feel it too

And going out in a blaze of fury

Is how we will defeat life once and for all

 

So as my final show of defiance

I take one more step towards death

The end is before me

And I wake another day