goodbye

ive been going through motions 

drowning in an ocean of emotion

when im sad i smile. i dont want others to feel bad

and i should have figured out by now

when im about to reach the top

ill drop back down

fuck that i need my smile

"im not depressed" 

"yes yes you are your just in denial"

but i go the extra mile for this smile

and all the naysayers whispers

there voiced eco through my head

but it broke me most when you said

"your better off dead"

so i guess your right

now ill grip my  knife tight 

this is by far good bye