LOST LOVE

I placed her into the hands of wicked men
Behind closed doors, I gave birth to death

Screaming so loud but no sound coming out 

Red water spreading, my body sinks in it

A trillion needles went through me 

it didn’t feel nearly as close as losing you 

Hunted by the nightmares of your beautiful face 

I see you looking at me with those dreamy eyes 

The guilt is eating me alive 

I don’t have time to stop, I’m being chased 

Thinking about the past is irrelevant 

Writing about you makes me feel arrogant 

I will never forget you, we will be together soon, time flies 

Crying in my room feeling lost again 

I cannot repeat the same cycle 

Too many choices and I will choose you at the end 

I hope one day I can forgive myself 

The thunder has lightning and I’m giving up on myself 

How can I make this about you, when is all about myself 

Lost in the crowd I begged for help, no one seem to care

Don’t close the curtains on me 

Tell me that you need me and hug me slowly 

Maybe I’m too young to leave the planet 

Maybe I’m here to conceive diamond carats 

The ones that don’t know me think I’m crazy 

The ones that do know me, they betrayed me

Don’t get lost 

I write my feelings down and I don’t get scared

The world is vulnerable to the unknown 

I’m vulnerable to the feeling that you’re gone 

If heaven is real fly high my little dove

This will be our last goodbye I’d be given the path to the Netherworld