ptsd

NinjaGirl


Notice of absence from NinjaGirl
Hi everyone! I have been gone for a while, I don’t know if any of you all have noticed, but I apologize for not leaving a notice anyway. I will be gone for a while. I am not done writing poetry, and I have not given up. But I will be away for some time. I expect to return around 2028. Not sure if any of you guys will see this, but thank you for reading my poetry. Please do not worry, I will be okay! I look forward to returning!

am I just being dramatic?

it's stupid trying to fight my own brain.

get my out of the past

it won't let go of me

i want to forget everything.

the pills only make the suicidal thoughts go away.

i wish it would make the flashbacks disappear

or at least the anxiety.

maybe the hypervigilance?

i don't want to have to work through my past

to make it go away.

i've lost more than half my life

to a disorder i didn't know i had until last summer.

it pains me

to think how other people

are able to live their lives

while im stuck in the past.

  • Author: NinjaGirl (Offline Offline)
  • Published: March 28th, 2024 19:23
  • Comment from author about the poem: story of my life
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