Notice of absence from NinjaGirl
Hi everyone! I have been gone for a while, I don’t know if any of you all have noticed, but I apologize for not leaving a notice anyway. I will be gone for a while. I am not done writing poetry, and I have not given up. But I will be away for some time. I expect to return around 2028. Not sure if any of you guys will see this, but thank you for reading my poetry. Please do not worry, I will be okay! I look forward to returning!
Hi everyone! I have been gone for a while, I don’t know if any of you all have noticed, but I apologize for not leaving a notice anyway. I will be gone for a while. I am not done writing poetry, and I have not given up. But I will be away for some time. I expect to return around 2028. Not sure if any of you guys will see this, but thank you for reading my poetry. Please do not worry, I will be okay! I look forward to returning!
am I just being dramatic?
it's stupid trying to fight my own brain.
get my out of the past
it won't let go of me
i want to forget everything.
the pills only make the suicidal thoughts go away.
i wish it would make the flashbacks disappear
or at least the anxiety.
maybe the hypervigilance?
i don't want to have to work through my past
to make it go away.
i've lost more than half my life
to a disorder i didn't know i had until last summer.
it pains me
to think how other people
are able to live their lives
while im stuck in the past.

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