fear consuming
mind racing
heart beating
each beat it takes i get closer to dying
so i grab my chest grasping for air
praying to GOD that i still end up living
praying to God that i survive this feeling
the voices in my head speak louder
voices that tell me what i can and cant do
consuming me with negativity
so i scream
i scream as loud as i can begging for help
begging for one soul to save me but no one comes
it all happens again
like the world threw me in a time portal
a gate way with no escape
like a mirror game a place were i only see me face
trapping me despite my fear
showing me memories of the past
bad memories of childhood
i cry slowly
knowing i have lost the battle of life
as i close my eyes in defeat
i fell a hand a warm hand touching me despite
hugging me so tight
giving me life
i hold on so tight
hoping never to let go to my only source of life
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Author:
dizzzaa (
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- Comment from author about the poem: so i personal suffer panic attack and depression and i want people out there to know there not on their own and no matter how hopeless the case might seem keep searching you find a solution soon there is always a solution to every problem. trust me that's why there is good and there is evil
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Comments3
Very relatable. Excellent work.
.....'and breathe!' as they say.
I´ve had a lot of experiences with panic attack, they are the worst. But the way you described it. Wonderful!
thank you so much
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