You Are Dead

One cold night you disappear

I feel so bitter and alone

How do I go on? I fear

He’s gone, I screamed into my pillow, I’m cold to bone

You went to sleep on a cloud

One night I can’t get back

Now nightmares are coming in my own shroud

Heart broken, my own heart I lack

It is lost with you, my love

Now I am heartless

Since you went back to heaven above

Leaving me in an emotional mess

Gone to the holy beacon

I never got to say goodbye

Without you. How do I go on?

I am asking why did he die?

I didn’t even get a loving cuddle

I am asking the question; why?

As I turn into a puddle

On our cold bed, I just cry

As I tenderly reach across to his space

In our now chilly bed

We were laying face to face

Remembering that you are dead