Was never good at the beginnings
Neither at the endings.
Was I really ever enough?
Or do we just blame the distance?
I don’t understand why you still haven’t called
Was it that hard not to recall?
Did you ever truly care?
To be honest, im actually aware
Never really thought we would end up here now
I hate this place even more, its hard to breathe
And move on.
Ive been holding my breath since he is gone.
Theres no point in keeping the hope
My heart has decided to shut the hell up
no more youre too young to be feeling like this
I will never grow up if you don’t let me live
Don’t know what to say anymore
Is this coming off too rude?
If it is I hope you rot
I hope its shitty and hot
And thankyou for fucking up my perfect plot
Maybe life will go on and it will get better
Hope I cringe at this letter.
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Author:
mirrorball (Pseudonym) (
Offline) - Published: April 28th, 2024 12:31
- Comment from author about the poem: my mind is not very much alive rn. dont know how im gonna feel about this poem when im feeling normal lol.
- Category: Reflection
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Ah, once long ago I loved a man who not only didn't love me back, he tortured my love too. This is raw with your feelings and emotions. Wonderful you will soon find yourself healed I promise. They are the ones who have lost, change your phone number that way he will lose all control, and you will do what any respectful woman will do and that's (just move on) Until such time do keep writing it's a very good way of reminding yourself he wasn't worth it. 🌹 Happy Monday.
HAPPY MONDAY!! I've blocked him from everywhere lol but i want him to still contact me. is this normal?
Very normal because if they do not contact you climbing to the highest mountain so to speak we feel rejected, but I'm here to tell you that you should feel very relieved as you blocked him, unfortunately we live in this type of cyber world now and yes, you have shown inner strength, if you wait you will eventually be in new company that you would not have to block. Ah, I'm not a psychologist I've just been an 18 year old in your position, un like you it took me years to even write about it, so well done. Move forward never back. ❤️
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love is always best when shared with a likeminded soul ..
I hope you have moved on since you hit send ..
Take care and write on mirrorball .. Oh' and listen to what Teddy said, she knows about such things .. Neville
Ah yess. im trying to move on its like a healing process and i keep falling back again and again.
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