My Heart Will Never Heal

In the middle of the night when I am alone 
Tears are streaming down my face and my heart is breaking 
You are gone forever so I can not call you on the phone 
I shout into your pillow to muffle my sound, I am screaming 

My heart is bleeding for you my angel, I miss your sweet touch 
I am so cold and tired of my pain inside my core
Why did you die? Leaving for heaven, I miss you so much 
Brutally breaking me and damaging my heart so that my tears will pour 

I miss your magic presence and your beautiful face 
I will never be the same without you, my heart will never heal 
I’m just in a state of disbelief that you’re gone, what is the saving grace?
Smelling the last sense of you. Feeling my heart break even a little bit more, while I kneel.

On the floor crying my heart out and my soul is torn 
My arms is hurting where I am tightly cuddling your pillow 
Shaking from grieving, as the sun rises as I mourn 
Now I am a lonely soul who is a sad and desperate widow