relapse (TW: SH)

NinjaGirl


Notice of absence from NinjaGirl
I may be gone for a bit.

the urges too strong

the stress too big

the nightmares too long

 

is it getting bad again

take apart a razor

pull out the blades with pliers

I need it to all stop hurting

by hurting me

 

paint my skin with red

ive always loved the color

skin twitching as I cut

pause, then white, then red

 

I will always bleed

at least it's one thing I can rely on

nobody is ever there for me

except my blade

  • Author: NinjaGirl (Offline Offline)
  • Published: May 13th, 2024 11:10
  • Comment from author about the poem: I suppose my journey looks like three months forward, then everything backwards.
  • Category: Sad
  • Views: 7
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Comments1

  • Mutley Ravishes

    Fire in the water’s retention
    A high ideal’s transmutation
    Courage’s elevation
    Faith’s generation
    Awakened imagination



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