God, why? Just why?

NinjaGirl


Notice of absence from NinjaGirl
Hi everyone! I have been gone for a while, I don’t know if any of you all have noticed, but I apologize for not leaving a notice anyway. I will be gone for a while. I am not done writing poetry, and I have not given up. But I will be away for some time. I expect to return around 2028. Not sure if any of you guys will see this, but thank you for reading my poetry. Please do not worry, I will be okay! I look forward to returning!



Dear God,

I was doing everything right.

Reading your word,

Praying every day and every night,

Attending church on the Sabbath.

I believed in you,

You helped me.

So why must you torture me so now?

You tested me,

You left me.

So I gave up on you.

Because it seems you gave up on me.

So now what?

I try to connect with you again,

because I miss you.

But I can't feel you here no more.

I don't like being tested I don't like trails.

I was a good person but you someone's agency...

Take that good person away.

You put your value of agency over a good person.

I don't understand.  You could have protected me.

So not only can I not forgive myself, God, but maybe you too.

  • Author: NinjaGirl (Offline Offline)
  • Published: June 6th, 2024 16:02
  • Category: Letter
  • Views: 15
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  • 2781

    James 1

    • NinjaGirl

      Lowkey I want an Elijah experience like I need to rest and some cake fr

    • 2781

      And he arose, and did eat and drink, and went in the strength of that meat forty days and forty nights unto Horeb the mountain of God.



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