God, why? Just why? Poem, by NinjaGirl, at My poetic side

Dear God,

I was doing everything right.

Reading your word,

Praying every day and every night,

Attending church on the Sabbath.

I believed in you,

You helped me.

So why must you torture me so now?

You tested me,

You left me.

So I gave up on you.

Because it seems you gave up on me.

So now what?

I try to connect with you again,

because I miss you.

But I can't feel you here no more.

I don't like being tested I don't like trails.

I was a good person but you someone's agency...

Take that good person away.

You put your value of agency over a good person.

I don't understand. You could have protected me.

So not only can I not forgive myself, God, but maybe you too.

Comments +

2781 June 6th, 2024 18:14
James 1
- NinjaGirlJune 8th, 2024 16:23
  Lowkey I want an Elijah experience like I need to rest and some cake fr
2781 June 9th, 2024 12:42
And he arose, and did eat and drink, and went in the strength of that meat forty days and forty nights unto Horeb the mountain of God.

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